Monday, December 22, 2008

So, what happened?

I know there are some of my buds who are dying to know what happened over the weekend. Did we get to go to Windsor for our Christmas with Craig's family?

The answer is a resounding YES!

We racked our brains trying to think of everything we possibly could think of. It was really frustrating. My daughter was, by far, the best at maintaining her faith. She kept telling us all to stop saying IF we go because we were going. Even though she couldn't see the end result yet, she knew! We exhausted every possible resource. Finally, my mom agreed to give us our Christmas money early. Craig talked to Enterprise Saturday morning and they were all out of cars. Unless they got a cancellation. And then we find out that they actually needed TWO cancellations because they were already short a car. At 11:00, we were told if they got any cancellations, they would call us.

At 11:30, they called and said if we could get there by noon, they had a car for us. I called the cab company and it was $40 for a cab from Corning to Elmira. It's about a 20 minutes drive. That was ridiculous. So, I called our neighbors and asked them if Craig could get a ride. Lo and behold, our neighbor's response was, "I'm going that way anyway. We'll leave in a few minutes." About an hour later, Craig came back with our rental car. I got everything all packed up while we were waiting and when Craig came home, we packed up the car and left.

God is so good! Even though things looked bleak, God came through for us. We even realized that Craig lost that $20 tip he got from work on Friday. The one we thought was a beginning answer to our prayers? Satan thinks he can steal our stuff and it's just not going to happen.

I hope you'll be encouraged by this story today. I'm so thrilled with how good my God is.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Drop By Nine Spoonfuls

"Sex, Drugs and Rock 'n Roll" has been the adopted theme of rock bands for years, and it speaks of a lifestyle that includes depression, sexual depravity, drug dependency, and high suicidal rates. Author Nicole Byerly unlayers this provocative world in her first book, Drop By Nine Spoonfuls. The book follows a rock band that has made it to the top, reaching "rock star" status, when they are confronted with the Truth. Certain key band members make a life-changing decision to follow Christ, throwing the band into upheaval concerning their future, their direction, and their eternal destiny. It's all here, written in a youth-oriented style that will keep a reader interested page after turning page. One band member is a self-mutilator; another pays the ultimate price for his choices and is found dead from a drug overdose. There is even a developing love story throughout.

This is my book! It makes a great Christmas gift. Let me know if you're interested in getting a copy. Or visit www.tatepublishing.com

With God, anything is possible!

Friday afternoon and we are snowed in. We are supposed to go to Windsor, NY tomorrow for Craig's family's Christmas celebration. Last night, we were coming home from Cassidy's chorus concert and when we pulled out of our parking place, there was a kind of "THUMP" in the van. As we drove home, Craig realized the power steering was gone. This morning, he took the van to the shop. They called him a little while ago and told him that our van was ready for the junk yard. It would take $900 to fix it. We definitely don't have $900. The money he's getting paid today is just enough to cover Christmas presents for his family and gas.

Who's report will I believe? You know what? I've been down the road of worry before. I've been down the road of disbelief. I'm not going down those roads anymore. Craig and I tithe. Every Sunday, we give God our TOP 10% of our money. We have started sowing. And we serve a faithful God. God is bigger than a minivan. He's bigger than the problems the minivan has. I'm DONE telling God about how big my problems are and I'm telling my problems how big my God is.

Problems...my God is WAY bigger than you!!!

And Satan, you'd better know that you're not affecting my faith! If anything you're making it stronger. I'm not worried. I'm not going to anguish over how the van is going to get fixed. Why should I worry? God is in control. He's proven himself faithful to us. He'll be faithful in this situation. I'm a tither! Satan, did you know I'm a tither! I live in God's economy, not in the world's. Regardless of what is said about this situation, I'll believe what God says. And he says that I'm his child. I'm protected and he takes care of me and my family. You can't hurt us! We're not yours!!!

I'm amazed with how Satan is coming against us. It just makes me realize how destined we must be for great things. I don't know what God's plans are with this situation. I don't need to know. We live in God's economy and in his principles. There is no need for us to worry. And I'm not. I'm just sitting here and waiting for my God to prove himself faithful, yet again!

Agree with me!!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Believe!

Because of Craig's new job, we are able to start attending catechism class again on Tuesday nights. The Tuesday night session is taught by our pastor and it's just incredible teaching. Last night he was talking about Healing and Miracles, but he was focusing more on Miracles. I wanted to put some of my notes from his lesson into my journal today and share them with all of you.

Healing is progressive. Miracles are instant. It is always God's will to heal. This really is amazing to me. Even today, I hear my mom say to me, "Well, when God is ready, he will heal me." THAT is NOT the God that I serve. If you remember right, Jesus healed everyone who came to Him and asked for it. He never said, "Well, I'm not ready to heal you yet." One time, he told a Gentile woman that her time had not yet come and that He was sent to minister to the Jews. When she heard that, she said, "But Master, even the dogs get the crumbs that fall from their Master's table." When He saw her great faith, He healed her anyway. So, sometimes we might have to come at God a few times. We might have to pester Him. But, His healing power is for us and it is ALWAYS His will to heal.

God's Word is above your circumstances. If you remember when the Israelites were going into the Promised Land, they sent out 12 spies to check out the situation. 10 of them came back and said, "There are giants in the land! We're as good as dead if we venture in there!" They reacted based on what they SAW. 2 of them, Caleb and Joshua, came back and said, "God told us we can do this thing. Regardless of what it LOOKS like, let's do it!" They reacted based on what God said.

God has lots of promises for you. Regardless of what you're seeing in your life situation. Are you going to do things based on what you see or on what God says?

My Pastor gave us some steps to obtaining what you want from God.

1. Recognize the area that you need your healing/miracle.

God likes specifics. You should approach God with a specific purpose in mind. Tell Him, "God, I want you to do _____________." Don't say, "Well, I want God to do whatever He wants." That's not how you get what YOU want. If you're not clear on what you want, your faith will be rocky. Declare it and you'll have a rock to stand on!

2. Know who your Miracle-Maker is.

Keep your eyes on Jesus. Don't focus on the preacher or the special speaker that's coming in to your church this Sunday. Those people don't have special powers. God's power is what matters. And God's power is available to you NOW. Focus on the Word and remember that Satan likes to keep us busy. He is not stupid. He knows that if he can keep the Word out of your life, your faith won't grow. The Word is what you should be building your faith on. If you never have a goal, you'll never hit the target. Stand up, right now and tell your situation that you refuse to yield to it! Tell your problems how big your God is and stop telling God how big your problems are! Tell Satan that he can't take the Word from you. Spit in his face! Be strong and stop letting him trample all over you!!!!

Perhaps you're worrying about money. I will tell you that the area in which I live is NOT in a recession. This recession was created by the media telling people there was going to be a recession and then people stopped buying stuff. Where I live (Corning, NY) there ISN'T a shortage of jobs. Gas prices have been more than cut in half. You'll be in a recession if you tell yourself that. But if you're God's kid and you're living in God's economy...well, GOD JUST DOESN'T DO RECESSIONS!!!!

3. Have an expectancy!

If you don't believe for anything, you'll never get anything. Realize that you have a part in every healing and every miracle you get. Sometimes we put a cap on God. We have to start AGREEING with God. God wants the best for YOU! Agree wth Him! And again...get the WORD in your heart. The more Word you have in your heart, the better your faith will be.

4. There must be actions put to your faith.

If you don't have actions to your faith, you won't receive. Obedience is key. Look at the story of the wedding Jesus attended. The servants were told to GO AND GET THE POTS. If they hadn't gotten the pots, there would be no miracle. Ask the Holy Spirit what He wants you to do. You cannot get to heaven with works alone but faith without works is DEAD. Faith without actions means YOU REALLY DON'T BELIEVE.

**And just a note for all of you with doubting husbands: When you're dealing with someone else's free will, God will move on your behalf.

5. Affirm your faith

The servants at the wedding were told to fill the pots with water. You know what? Sometimes God asks us to do stupid things so that he'll see our faith. We have to believe that it's done when we ask God for something. Envision what you want done as DONE. Be willing to confess over what you're believing God for. See it and say it!!!

6. Stand firm and be wise

When you receive what you want, there are some things to do to keep it. Pray things through. One guy last night said that God has healed him twice of diabetes. After each time, he went and began eating foods he knew he shouldn't have. His diabetes came back. Now, he's got it a third time and he's in the process of receiving his healing but he knows that once it's completely manifested, he's got to eat right to keep it. BE WISE!!

So, I'm stepping out in faith and I'm sharing with all of you what I'm asking and believing God for. And I'll share it with all of you when it comes to pass. I want to be pregnant. I want to have a baby with my husband. The three kids we have are not ours together. Cassidy and Matthew are mine and JJ is Craig's. I want us to have a child together. At least one. But I'm believing God for as many as He wants to bless us with.

I'm not sure what I have to do, other than this, to step out in faith. Part of me thinks that maybe I should start buying baby stuff or something like that. Haha.

Believe with me! What are you believing God for???